~Athena-soccergoddess

MY CAMERA IS BROKEN AGAIN!!!! But through no fault of my own.

So.

Saw Brad at the games yesterday.

I spell AWKKWARDD with two ks and two ds cuz it was THAT BAD. First he ignored me, then came over and sat right in front of me, like he used to when we were still "together" I could smell his cologne, which, by the way, is AMAZING. And guys who smell good always get to me!

But I was laying in bed last night thinking about it...and I realized that God doesn't let things happen without reason behind them, right? So maybe it hurts, but you know there must be lesson mixed in there too....I'm leaving in August, and I will be very far away....meeting all kinds of new people...so getting serious now would not be a good idea, right? Plus, I worried way too much. I think maybe another lesson in there was "Give it all to Jesus to carry, or you'll never be completely happy." Now, I know that doesn't mean live like hippie with no worries or cares or anything...it just means, lighten up! God makes things happen for a reason...it does no good brooding over things or wishing you could go back in time and do something different, because you can't. Go out and do something productive, don't just moan and groan about the "woulda-shoulda-couldas"

I think I'm going to try to make that my motto from now on...Everything happens for a reason, so stop worrying about it and give it all to God to take care of. If he cares about the lilies of the field and the sparrows, don't you think he cares about you too?